I don't have any pictures because I don't want to ruin the illusion.  And I haven't taken any. 
The new base house is awesome.  It's 1300 sq. ft., no garage, old and I LOVE IT.  There's just enough room to feel cozy, to feel comfortable.  Like, maybe I'll buy a sign that says:  There's no place like home.
Follow me for a minute...
The Rock Creek house was nice.  But it wasn't me.  It was too big and too empty.  It allowed for us (read: me) to keep things around because there was a lot of space.
Here, I truly feel "at home."  I have friends up the street, I have friends down the street. I have friends a couple blocks away!   (Of course, I have friends across the country and across the internet, but bear with me here...) 
I was forced to get rid of things I did not want or need.  There just isn't room for it all.  I feel like I traded the junk, the thing-things, for things that mattered a little more- friends that I can rely on and call in a pinch- like when we spilled paint on the hardwood floor... and when I needed pants for a 5 year old that wet himself.  One poor child was threatened with formula, if I really needed his Momma.
These are the "things" I really need.  Not "stuff" to fill empty spaces.  I am still unpacking and still sorting through what needs to be kept close and what needs to be let go.
 
 
1 comment:
Faria sentido se eu entendesse!
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